hmm. i know i haven't been blogging for a very long time already. just didnt realli feel like blogging recently. lolx. anyways, im just glad that conflicts were resolved and everything is so far going okay...we signed up for interschool and we're taking part in solo compulsories, surprise, jump and spin and tug-o-war... 4 events, and i think we can get np to sponsor us the comp fees and all...which is good. then we have to prepare for skate malaysia nearing e end of june. which is good. but hopefully mummy will allow me to go [ i think il just brainwash her with the idea that i will be more or less representing singapore. ] ouh well. we'll see how stuff go... been skating alot recently, and just spent a whole day on inlines yesterday. my feet went numb. and the weather was beautifully hot. we finished up all our 5 formations and found some trouble in completing our moves in time, so they say our formations might be simplified. im ok with it as long as it still looks nice. (: had slight fever and sore throat after the rehersal. a bunch of us skated our way from kranji camp all the way to cck mrt station for dinner. damn cool. haha. we had dinner tgt outside macs, and they sang songs and told stories. i barely had appetite, so i got fishball noodle soup to eat, and i lost appetite while 3/4 through my dinner [due to some...circumstances :P ], so xander and justin volunteered to finish up for me.. haha, thx ar... after dinner, more songs and forgot the time. we left cck at 10pm. haha. then wil bro and i got off at bb mrt tgt, he asked if i wanted to take bus, walk home or skate home. of cos SKATE HOME!! wahaha....and so we wore our skates at the station and skated back. so fun. then today just helped out all day at daddy's... got pasar malam at bb west!! will be there for a week or so bahs... not very sure... but sure is fun~
i love you so much baby!! tml's a really happy day for me [and you] cause it will be five mths... how time flies... but it still feels so new, everyday im with u. happy 5th anni honey! [and 50 more to come ;) ]
read this little quote in a magazine today... i shall directly translate it from chinese to english for the sake of all... it says " guys will love for sex, and girls will have sex to get love. " which gets u wondering,.. how true (or untrue) is that sentence??
Monday, April 30, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
today's everything was boring.... WDA workshop sucked, bmgt lecture could sleep, blaw lecture slightly more interesting thanks to the standard deviants. haha. anyways, after last lecture, met up with darls, he saw an interesting beetle/cockroach and took a picture of it. then we sat down and discussed some important stuff, but he had to leave soon ard 6pm to meet isman. so yeah, we parted at the busstop. i waited awhile b4 suddenly remb-ing i need to buy my blaw textbook. so i walked to the atrium to get it. daddy sms says he'll fetch cos of the rain, so ok lor. while waiting i sketched some figures out of inspiration. i shall show it to u only if u ask me to :) [cos its kinda ugly =s] daddy came, says he needs to go to the wholesale flower supplier to get some flowers so i tagged along. flipped through the blaw text during the journey, and the whole book is just filled with text and more text. im getting brain freeze just by looking at the words. went to get flowers, checked out prices [for our I&E project]. paid for the flowers and daddy drove home. reach home, mummy was in a good mood, i was quite high, so after dinner and after brushing my teeth i decided to show mummy my teeth. ran up from behind and popped my head in front of her while giving that huge grin. she didnt haf any reactions. =.= then my godbro laughed his head off cos he saw mum's expression. fine. dots.
ok, so magical healing potion cannot be used as a last resort... point taken... anyways, im just relieved... i think u should know y darls (= i love you loads. muacks.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
today morning, i woke up, daddy fetched me to school, there was a huge traffic jam just outside tha sch... reached at 9.15am, just in time.... today I&E, we brainstormed ideas as to what we wanted to sell...and we decided on selling cookies and flowers for mother's day.... teacher let us off at 11 plus...i went to blk 56 lobby wif cheyenne, talked abt quite some stuff...then darls sms me say he at atrium, so we walked there, cheyenne went home and we went over to canteen 1 to eat lunch.... felt very weird as we were eating in silence then i decided we go over to JP. took 61, and i just spilled what i was holding back...all my doubts, my fears, my assumptions... felt so much better after that, and both of us were back on our tracks before 174 reached jurong int (:
walk around in JP, went to popular and darls bought a scrapbook, then he settled down to read some genius book while i looked at pri 5 english assesments for jesslyn... when i returned, darls put e book back, and picked up vol. 15 of s'pore true ghost stories...i settled with SPI true files. read an interesting part on the Hillview Mansion, about what has been going on in there, stuffs like that. after that we paid for the book and went to take a look at some other....more interesting stuff which i will decline to mention until a certain date is over (= after that, went to near darls place to avoid tha rain, spent some quality time tgt and it just seemed that there weren't any conflicts or problems at all...they just seemed to disappear...:) which is good.... took the bus home, reach home to have dinner and bathe. then liling called me and told me her choir got silver in SYF!!! so proud of her >.<>
suddenly, everything seems so right....i have to agree, PI is really needed in a couple's life.... it is like the magical healing water that u cannot use too often, if not the magical properties wont work as well...(= i hearts u... dante valentino oliver (= [i just suddenly remembered it ]
Monday, April 23, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
hmm, today morning, i woke up at 8 plus by mummy. she was packing her cupboard and she had me try on alot of clothes that i could wear... after which went to macs with my brother, talked over alot of things like skating and family matters [its one of those bro-sis bonding talk].. he's going to NS in june...il miss him.... after that, we went to help daddy out and father-brother-sister talk all tgt... daddy actually cut out a straits time article on sarah paw at the 6th nationals. i was surprised, but its good to know that he's supporting me....was running real late for rehersals, met wilson,xander and ben at bb mrt, then met up with henry and darling at cck mrt.... we hurriedly put on our skates and went on our way to yew tee, but halfway thru, a terrible downpour came, so we had no choice but to stop at the bus stop and take a bus over....
the rain stopped when we reached kranji camp, and we went in to the parade square.
further divided into 6 groups of 10, and our formations specified to us... so far, only know 3 out of 5 formations.... kraji camp damn lot of mosquitoes!!! lolx.... next time il wear long pants.... then while running through a rehersal with the other people, i tried to t-brake but failed and went on a face plant onto the floor. mind u, the floor is those type of tessellated bricks, and both my knees kena, my right elbow kena, the tip of my nose and my lower lip too... i think i experienced a whiplash when my face hit the floor. first thing that came to my mind was " oh shit!! my nose!" cause my nose really felt like it lost a chunk...then i climbed to my feet and took a seat at the kerb.. medic kor kor came and passed me several gauzes to wash my lip and nose... then he looked at my knees which were bleeding slightly, and washed them too... im surprised i didnt bleed all over my shirt... lolx...
many people asking if i was ok...i said i wasn't, instead im very ok... darls came over after awhile...asked if i was ok too, i said yeah (: after that they ran thru e rehersal again and the skaters could go le...i was sitting at the stairs washing my elbow... daddy sms-ed, saying he'll come fetch... so he fetched and i went home...eat dinner, here i am blogging (:
i think there is a communication problem thingy?? i dono, but today u were very quiet...maybe because of the seriousness of these rehersals.... but suddenly i find we are talking lesser...isit bcos we are both busier?i dono, but i want to talk to u again...i want to laugh with u again....i wanna see u laugh at my lame jokes with me again....i miss seeing u and your beautiful smile.... i miss hugging u tightly , and playing around with our kisses. i miss so much of u, thats y we have to find time for special moments like these...be it 5 mins or 15, its the little things that count.... i love u, more than u imagine still...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
today, went for IS lesson at 8am. left at 8.45am. this was due to the cca feista parade going on. the cca feista will last 3 days, starting today. we realli nid more members to join.. as the saying goes, the more the merrier... wore my skate costume to parade then went ard wif theodore, xiao feng, benedict and cally to give out fliers at the atrium and np orchard road. alot of people stared at me cos of my attire. i heard from my og group guymates that it attracted alot of 'attention'. so i decided to change out of it, but had to wait for cally's lesson to be over, cos my track pants were in her bag. i met alot of inline pple today, cause the inline and ice booth is just next to each other... there, inline and ice club pple bonded tgt like glue. and actualli, i am for a merger btw the 2 clubs...we'll still be inline and ice, doing our stuffs, but all under a similar skate club of NP. we could have 2 presidents u noe, its not difficult...there's no nid to jostle for presidency... LoL... there, i met the inline committee and also spent alot of time with darls (; watched epic movie on my lappy with darls, jia yi kept coming over and saying 'wah, getting sweeter ar~' hahax... i think he jealous ar ;) jk!! after e movie we had to leave, darls had to go for a dinner in town at 6.30pm... and i went home with wilson and bobbie....
iloveu.iloveu.iloveu.iloveu. dont u ever doubt that. il stay by your side till we grow old. it may be like a miracle, but you know what? i believe in miracles.
"haha.i love you too.and i dont want us to just last. i want us to last till death do us part." [ur quote, i still keep it (: ]
Monday, April 16, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
this morning, i woke up, went down to help dad and mum.... while having lunch with daddy, i told him i might be giving up interschool cos it clashes with my exam. he was happy i made the correct decision, so when i told him that i might join skate malaysia instead, he was ok with it.. [i think partly cos i told him skate malaysia would mean we will represent s'pore].... oh well... then later at ard 5pm, i left home. off-ice was cancelled due to some events. and i didnt want to wait for mum to come back and find reasons to stop me going out. left for lot 1, dan and wil were at the NDP thing. i waited till around 8.30pm? meanwhile, i walked around lot 1, went to the library to read a book abt a christian encounter with ghosts. found out quite alot about fallen angels and lucifer. met both of them at the mrt station. went to kfc to eat. talked alot about skating, people, personalities, anger, hope and love. after which took 188 back, walked hand in hand with dan till my void deck, and said good bye. after that went up one flight of steps and waited for my godbro to finish talking on the phone and cont to walk home with him. and here i am blogging!!
sometimes, i think i should tell pple how i feel about them. but then again, i feel its not very necessary bah.... i dono larh.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
wednesday
was the second day of orientation, we went for amazing race around ngee ann poly...super hot sia...the freshies slowly getting high, but still quite reluctant to cheer....i shout until my throat pain, but thank god i haven't lost my voice...yet....after that i went up to the class to get my bag, then met kor at canteen 1. we then took 52 to jec for intro lessons with jonn. along the way, we talked quite alot, many quite depressing, but i needed to know those stuff ba.... we then went up to the rink, faced some difficulties from the office pple [as usual], then got in to warm up... i took the last lesson slot at 8.30pm. con was rather strict b4 the lessons started bcos i was talking to justin and his friends...then came jonn's lessons, i really learnt alot during that half an hour... then we skated awhile and daddy fetched me home.
thursday
today was the last day of orientation. we stayed in the convention centre, cheering our asses off and also enjoying the pagent and stuff. the freshies so not enthu....the sb and sc shout until we lost our voices liao. then came the exciting part, where they give out all the prizes. felicia got the best sc from our group! then gusto yamataikoku got the best decoration [ exam hall] too!! woohoo!! then the best part of all, WE GOT THE 2ND BEST OG GROUP!! yay!! given that all our freshies are...not so enthu.... lawsonn, carol, perlyn, felicia all cried....i think they are tears of joy bah (: then they 'tau pok' lawsonn, darryl and caleb....it was so funny, i laughed until my tummy hurt... after that we went up to the classroom [all the sb and sc] then we took pictures and went wild with cheers inside the classroom... we even danced the 'dylamo' song....haha... it was so fun...then daddy came to fetch me...and here i am blogging!! (:
i know we have some communication thingy going on between us, but i believe it has not affected us so far.... i still <3>
Thursday, April 12, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
its the first day of the orientation...so today we met the freshies for the first time.. our group is ok lar, got some enthu ones, the rest...well....lets just hope that today they will warm up... then tml and thursday they will do us some justice. today brought freshies to cc, exam hall and then a campus tour. after which lawsonn did an audition to choose dancers. went to exam hall and helped to tear down our deco. tore my heart along the way too. then went home, daddy fetched me, took an appointment card for mummy to see the doctor. went home and bath, the water felt good! then eat dinner [was super duper hungry], and blog. i predict il sleep soundly later. tml nid to be in school by 7.30am... tml still nid to go for ice-skating lessons after orientation... i think il nid to bathe in school...
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
today i went to a meeting for all the sb, sc and sco at lt 45. met at 10am. the briefing was boring. then went back to the classroom and put down my stuff. then went down to exam hall and drew stones and faces. after that went to performance rehersal. after which was already 6.22pm. so i took a bus to jec. 52 the air-con was spoilt i think. it was so hot inside 52 that i decided to get off at clementi and i took the mrt to je. met con and dan outside je, went to macs so con could take a look at my proposal. said it was a very good article but crappy proposal...then dan reminded me of something that made me feel so guilty and irresponsible...he looked so disappointed that i felt like crying [seriously].... im so sorry.... =(
darls, i still love u so...
Monday, April 09, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
hmm...woke up at ard noon. bathe, eat lunch. then played some o2jam. sian liao then watched death note 2 on my lappy... watch until con sms say today off ice at dhoby. then arranged wif dan and wil to go tgt on the bus. forgot my ez-link card and ran back to get it. lol. went to the busstop and saw wil sitting there already. tried to scare him but failed miserably. shortly after, 174 arrived and we got onto it.. dan was coughing and all with a bandaged wrist. tsk... <3 ok. this post got prob. i type so many then post liao so little come out. haiz. lazy to re-type. anything more u wanna noe about tonight, go to prince brother's blog...haha...he should have the details there (=
i want to spend more time with u, and i will... i love the time we haf tgt, no matter how short, cos u will always [ ..well...most of the time] know what to do to make those short moments so memorable and loving...joking about carats and makeovers...the little things that count. 我不要钻石。像你说的，只要心在就可以了。
Monday, April 09, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
yeah, im back...well, i dont think i can blog every detail of my trip, but il try(=
tuesday
tuesday night my cousins and i left off to genting tgt with mum and kor. was very excited and we were planning what to do when we get there. slpt on the bus.
wednesday
reached genting at abt 3am in the morning, so we went off to the hotel room to sleep. woke up at abt 10am. decided we wanted to look good, so we did make-up. we all looked really nice (: then we went to first world hotel to shop and play para para...kor went to play pool while we were shopping. didnt get anything thou, nth much caught my eye... went back to hotel at night and slpt quite early i think...played some cards while waiting for our turn to bathe. contemplated on whether us girls should soak in the bathtub. mum told us the tub was dirty. we pushed that idea aside...for the time being.... we pulled down the top half of one bed and 6 pple sleep on 3 seperate 'beds'. slpt quite well.
thursday
woke up at ard 9am. was the last to bathe cos i too slow, then everyone 'kop' their positions liao.. after that, we went to coffee terrace to eat buffet lunch. the soup was very nice=D after which we went to play outdoors. went for every single ride. actually didnt dare to sit the corkscrew and space shot as they are really very scary rides. but they pull me go and sit corkscrew [its a roller coaster ride], i screamed like hell when the ride went in circles...but then...haha...quite fun. space shot was the uber scary one. it is like a tall post [ i think got 6+ story tall bah] then u sit on seats and it will carry u all the way up, then count to about 12 seconds and it will drop u down to the bottom then up again, but the height gets lower with each consecutive drop. i was saying the f word all the way up... i think i left my lungs up there..haha... outdoors went ok. the weather held up and we had fun. around evening time we went back indoors. shopped around abit. then we all went to the lan shop. at first played o2jam. then somehow, we all ended up playing dota frozen throne. 4 girls against my bro. somehow i managed to get my hero [oblivion] up to lvl 19. haha. then got 1 pro guy taught us how to play, but i still blur. lemme get something clear. dota IS ADDICTIVE!! after that we went back to hotel and played uno and dai dee and cheat. slp.
friday
woke up. bathe. went to walk around. i felt emo. suddenly wished that dan could be beside me.that would have made things perfect.went to body shop and look at all the stuff there. we wanted to get a bubble bath soap so we all could soak in the tub tgt, but then, somehow we didnt buy it. haha. looked around the shops at lvl 2 and bought a pencil box. tried to find similar shirts for all 4 of us, but failed. cant remb much of friday. paiseh. onli thing i remb is we went to lan shop and dota-ed all the way to 3am+, then go back hotel room, played uno. sian liao then switch on tv, thank god there was a harry potter show. tried to stay up but failed. =x
saturday
slpt at 5.30am. woke up at 11am. we all rushed and packed up. took our luggage off to first world to do some last min shopping. managed to get a sleeveless shirt. saw alot of nice shirts but with very nice price tags too.lol. we all bought famous amos cookies! had a rushy lunch and went to the bus terminal. took off on the bus. bus stopped at a minimart. merlyn bought tea leaf eggs and some peanut things to bring home. talked to merlyn on the bus about r/s stuffs. felt so much better after some consolation and after hearing her point of view. thanks(=.
i felt bonded after this trip. and i really thank my wonderful cousins for all things good and bad. cause cousins do stuffs like that (:
darls, im so sorry that i didnt sms u cos my mum had me change my sim card to a m'sia one. and im really touched [and guilty] that u cared so so much and worried so so much for me. after this trip, im even more determined. i need u. <3
Sunday, April 08, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
il not be in singapore until the 6th, so il blog again only on the 7th....
anyways, today woke up quite late, and then got ready for grave visiting... visited my great-grandma, grandpa, uncle and cousin's graves. i felt that i was feeling their loss more and more as time goes by....maybe cos i was still young last time, so i didn't realli understand what i lost. but now i feel really sad that they are gone... especially my uncle, cos he was really close to my family....oh well....life still has to go on....
darls, please please go and see a doctor if u dont get better by tml? u'll need it, i'l need YOU to be healthy and well. and again, il be back b4 u know it (= love ya... <3 <3 <3
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
well, today, i shall blog on yesterday's events (cos more interesting mah..)
yesterday, was the last day of nats. we managed to catch darryl and amanda yang's amazing exhibition ( omg, they both landed their double axels!! ahh!!!). well, at least they skated quite cleanly without major errors... i managed to get amanda's autograph, but didnt dare to ask darryl =s oh well, nvm.... after closing ceremonies at 2pm, we all packed up and went home...i managed to catch some shut-eye, but i kinda over-slept a little, so wil and dan waited for me under my block. after which we walked to bb mrt [i was on high heels!!], met con, debbie and alex at je mrt. then we all took to novena and met theodore and xiao feng. then we took a cab down to quality hotel. the banquet room was a little small, but im not complaining (: we had buffet and all of us took red wine. alex tried to make his wine glass float by tying alot of helium balloons, but in the end he had to empty the glass to make it float. the kids were forever crowding ard our table cos of dan, alex and con. haha. then after our fill, we drank and started singing. then all the kids came ard and sang with us (: played some games, wil and dan went to get tiger beer...lol.... suddenly i realised i cant really hold my liquor well...which reminds me i need to train myself up for that =x
then they had an auction, but we didnt bid for anything. b4 we left, wil,dan,alex, con and i tried to sing au lang sye[ i dunnoe how to spell] in remembrance for dr alan blinn, but...er.... lets just say it didn't really go well........ hahax.... after that we took group fotos outside the ballroom and then we walked all the way to novena mrt. there, we parted with con,deb,theodore and xiao feng. the 3 of us then took the mrt back to bb, took 941 [ dan was sleeping over at wil's hse] and said bye bye!!
lets just say, yesterday i felt more bonded to the ISAN pple as well as the skaters there...i had a great time ((: and, well, im not sure if its the wine, but my heart was beating v fast when u sang that ncc song with everyone else, somehow, i hope it comes true (: happy 4th anniversary (and 40 more to come ) =D.
<3
Monday, April 02, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
