anyone out there that needs a textbook called ' Entrepreneurship : theory process practice'!!!
i've got a brand new one that i bought by accident. i forgot that i already bought one to share with joann and in my unconscious state, stupidly bought another new one.
the bookshop sells it for $30.80, but i can sell it at $28. AND ITS BRAND NEW. I EVEN STILL HAVE THE RECEIPT AS PROOF!!!
SO PLEASE, IF YOU NEED THIS TEXT, TAG ME AND I CAN ARRANGE SOMETHING...
Monday, April 21, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
omg, i just took this post off theodore's blog. *im sorry theo, for copying your post. but its just SO true and meaningful that i just had to post it up. im sorry again..*
IF she is the one dun ever let her go or you will regret it forever.
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "
like, i swear that this is so true. i love this post!!
baby you fit all the descriptions for the guy part (: and that is why i love you. and that is why i treasure you so so much.. (:
Saturday, April 19, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
yesterday was actually the first trial session for the ice skate freshies. well... there weren't many freshies there and maybe just one or two got onto my nerves. sighs, i dont know, maybe im being biased, or too quick to judge. but get one thing straight, first impressions DO matter. and if you don't like certain aspects of the club, well u gotta get used to it real quick. cause getting blacklisted ain't a good thing at all. especially since u are disliking the bulk of the club as well as the bulk of the COMMITTEE. if you're blacklisted like a certain someone i already know in the club, skating life's gonna be like hell for you. its no longer a world where people please you anymore. YOU have to adapt yourself to the situation and learn how to please people. to let people enjoy your presence.
im trying not to let those first few impressions place a black dot on my perception on you. but it is getting difficult as i find that im not the only one who's not exactly smiling and praising you. you have to open up. this is not harsh critisism, this is advice.
anyway, i took a freshie who's really a fast learner! taught her how to do swizzles and move forward. then let her friends and her to go hold hands and skate tgt. and they taught each other how to do one foot glide too. (: perfect!
steph came to skate too! she was such a great help.. we did jumps tgt, waltz, salchow. and she didn't complain when i screwed my jumps up, she just said, 'okay, we'll keep doing waltz jumps!' and even when i requested for more waltzes or salchows tgt, she didnt complain... and we did side by side spirals and couple spirals as well!! and she helped me stretch my spiral on the ice! woo! love stephy! haha...
other than that, skate was more tiring than usual cause condrey was there. so i showed him my spirals and sleeping eagle and waltz jumps. of which my landing is crap as usual. haha. but before that i tried waltz, salchows, toe loop and loop. it was tiring but i liked the achy muscle feel again... its nice (:
baby i hope you're alright? i love you very much darls!! (:
Saturday, April 19, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
today is wednesday, the official third day of schooling madness. well what can i say, the lectures were BORING. as usual.
i guess i could feel this heightened sense of seniority and presence around me, like an aura... haha. seeing all the flustered year ones trying to look cool as cucumbers but failing terribly. muahaha.
i know that recently i've been under alot of stress? but it didnt exactly occur to me that it would show off so badly through my hair. i think im going bald. or maybe it's just the asience shampoo that im using. jo also complained of losing her hair due to asience too. so i suppose both of us should stop using it. like, pronto. i dont wanna go bald. not over my grannie's panties.
it felt like it had been quite a marathon for me this week. cca feistas and uber boring 9am lectures. and trying to decide who im going under for skate and what am i gonna do for this interschool competition due in a month's time. plus i've been up rather late into the night recently diy-ing something. hmm, what is it, i hear? heh, its a secret! :D
theodore had several skating pictures printed out, of previous competitions and all of us got to take back our pics at the end of the fiesta! they were really nice photos. maybe i should put one pro-looking picture of me on the fridge so that mummy and daddy can see. wahaha. strategize olivia!!
muffin's been busy recently, but hey, we still get to have little dinners and lunches together still! haha, im so glad he's back and near me again~! i've gotten out everything i wanted to tell him. and it felt good that it was acknowledged and i was given warmth and love (:
ahhhh..... school days! i'd better enjoy the freedom and glory of being a school team ice skater before it's taken away from me for good (:
i say love, it is a flower
and you, its only seed.
i cant wait to sing with you again muffin! (:
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
here's a little quote from a world class skater. it kind of motivated me again, and inspired me too:
all those hours spent alone on the rink, its where the skater's strength really comes from.
thats where the standing ovation starts.
if you dont really want to be there, its gonna show.
nothing you dream about is gonna happen if you forget why you started in the first place.
you gotta skate with your heart.
before anyone can believe in you, you're gonna have to believe in yourself.
-kurt browning
i guess i just felt lost recently, felt like i lost the drive, the motivation, and sometimes, i even doubt my passion.
i always felt very small, and lousy on the ice.
why other skaters can advance so quickly but not me? of course, they had money to go for proper skate lessons every week. so why compete with them yeah? and besides, no one's here for me to compete against, no one to close enough to give pointers and do friendly matches. no one with me to fulfil my true dream.
that was the excuse i gave myself week after week, month after month. slowly, gradually, i started to give excuses not to go for skate sessions. i started skating only at around 7+ to 8pm. i skated half heartedly. i never practised.
and i thought, why should i? this wasn't what i planned, this wasn't what i really wanted. this ice, it seems to burden me, it seems to mock me, mocking my solitude. something in my brain told me to never go skate again, that this was never meant for me, that i don't deserve to skate like that alone...
until i saw the quote on youtube that night. the words were so meaningful. and realisation hit me. it said, hey olivia, dont forget! i have come this far from a year ago.
why did i start to skate in the first place?
because i loved the ice.
because i believed i could make it to world class levels.
because i told myself before that no matter what, i would continue to skate. along the way, maybe my thinkings inclined towards pairs...and when pairs couldnt work i lost motivation, i lost drive. but now, its alright...because i know its the ice i love, be it pairs or not.. as long as im skating to the very best that i can.
baby, i found my drive back (: all i need is for you to be there, beside me, behind me. i need you there to tell me im doing ok, to support me, cause i can't do this totally alone... i love you..
Sunday, April 13, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
it's already 1230 am... and im not sleeping yet..
cant really sleep though.
i keep thinking of muffin.
so far away...
i miss him. so much.
words i think, cant describe how much i miss him.
maybe it's an emo phase im going thru. i dunch know.
no other way of communication beats being tgt physically..
there's just so many feelings that technology cant help me express..
maybe i should sleep la.
and stop thinking or over-analysing so much.
night.
Friday, April 04, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
