when the future is so dark and I'm afraid to see..

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

these bears are for sale, but im not sure of the prices now because my mum is never there to sit down and hear me out. -.-

i will add in their prices as soon as i know them. oh, and these bears require time to arrange and are limited, so if you really want them, you've to be fast! (:

Introducing the bears~!

Bear A: bears on a stick $12

Bear B: romeo and juliet $22

Bear C: Bears in a bouquet $22

Bear D: Bear, glass and heart. *one bear only* $20

Bear E: Bear hugging glass. $26.90

Glass A: A nice drinking glass with a heart tied to it.

Bear F: Bear holding a giftbox. giftbox can be slightly opened. $29.90

Bear G: Hoodie bear wrapped bouquet style. $29.90

ALRIGHT! THATS ALL FOR THE BEARS!

ONTO THE FLOWERS!

I decided to post up the photos of some flowers just in case people wonder how they look like.

These are white lilies.

These are tulips.

Baby's breath. It is used as an accompaniment flower.

Forget me not. Also an accompaniment flower.

EVERY ONE KNOWS HOW ROSES LOOK LIKE, SO IM NOT GONNA POST UP THOSE PICTURES.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

Sunday, February 08, 2009

I'll be helping my mum promote her valentine bouquets and bears here on my blog. i'll probably know most of you who will be ordering from me, so if you do want to order, you can either call, email or messenger me. (=

i'll be posting up a few photos of bears that we're selling, and i hope to get some pictures of bouquets as well. don't count on it, but what i can tell you is that our flowers are reasonably priced *i would even say cheap* and there are competent florists to work on it, so don't worry! (:

There would not be any deliveries to doorsteps. however, if the response from my poly mates are good, then there MAY be a mass meetup arranged at ngee ann. MAY. if not, then i'll provide directions to my mum's stall. but hopefully there's good response lah ok? haha.

The table of flower prices. All flowers come nicely arranged in a small bouquet, with nice wrapping and a ribbon. Note: the free bear picture will be posted. colors will be given at random because we don't have enough for people to choose.

you are free to purchase any other bear shown, but they are in limited quantities because it's hard to arrange them in a bouquet-ish way. so if you really want them, do be quick!! i will update on which bears are sold out.

Bouquet prices:

These are the bears that will be given for free with the required purchases made:

the left most pair are the small sized bears, on the right most are the medium sized bears. they come in pairs.

the bear pictures will be posted up on the next post.

Sunday, February 08, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

Saturday, February 07, 2009

just very recently, i've gotten re-addicted to U2's with or without you... the song is...intriguing. a very helpless song, and i think the singer really got into it.. all that emotion...*goosebumps*

wonder how they sing like that..

anyway, 2 tests down and 2 more to go..plus an FYP presentation & report. i don't think i see the light at the tunnel just yet. especially when both the presentation and report hasn't even started. lol. i predict an accumulation of sleep debt coming these few days.

managed to spend a bit of time with dan when i bumped into him at the underpass. i haven't been able to see him for like, the longest time ever. and there's still another 3 more weeks until the ultimate freedom. sighs. tough. i guess it's a good thing that work can distract me from him, but now i keep finding work to do just to prevent myself from pining and all. and it's not easy..especially when your subconscious mind wants to relax, and relax = him.

went to kallang to skate last night, like finally! after a month plus of not skating.. haha.. the ice felt weird, and i felt weird..like some paralysed person learning to walk again. but anyways, we could only skate for 2 hours, then theo,con,yan,weilian,derek,macy and i went to west coast's macdonalds to have supper. theodore drove us home after that..haha.. i owe theodore lots of trips home. haha..

well i guess i just want all this school shit to be over really soon.

i love you, you know i do.

Saturday, February 07, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

Saturday, February 07, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

"What are you planning to do after you graduate from poly?"

honestly, i don't know. i was pretty sure about what i was going to do after poly...until today.

until today, i didn't exactly bother to research on my intended course.

until today, i didn't know that Singapore doesn't offer any degrees on my intended course.

until today, i didn't know that i'd probably have to stay for at least 4 to 5 years abroad to study my intended course.

until today, i didn't realise that if i pursued my intended course abroad, it'll probably cost me AU45,000 annually.

until today, i didn't know that i'll need A level science for a minimum to be able to enter a uni safely.

until today, i didn't know how much i'd have to sacrifice to pursue my intended course.

My intended course? Veterinary studies.
yes, laugh and giggle at me all you want. A business IT diploma student turning 180 degrees around to study veterinary studies?! I've always been so sure about becoming a vet, because i love animals and i have been loving them almost all my life. but now things have kind of gotten me thinking on earth instead of up on the moon.

Is it remotely possible??

And everyone around me seems to know where they wanna go, what they wanna do.

shy wants to major in Tourism, and that's good for her. baby wants to go into NTU to major his media studies, and that's good too! half of my class are probably already applying for business majors in NTU, NUS or SMU. and the thing is, they CAN get into these unis!

The thing with me? i'm trying to change course totally.

It's like you're already heading downstream, and then suddenly you want to turn around and start going upstream to swim to the top of Niagara Falls.

And then my confidance wavers and i become cowardly, so i consider taking something to do with business. like LAW, or BIZ & COMPUTING. these courses are more realistic and they could earn me pretty good money.but my heart tells me that i cannot continue forcing myself to study something i don't like!

my heart and mind are telling me two totally different things! i mean, sure, i want my vet degree badly. but i know that there are many things i cannot let go, like my family, and muffin. i cannot study there all alone for 4 or 5 years! and the market for vets is very limited here in singapore. but i love animals. i want to heal them, i want to be able to save them.

Sighs. I'm very disappointed that Singapore doesn't offer vet courses. i'm more disappointed when i think about the future, where i may not be able to love the work that i do.

I'm glad you know what you want, muffin. I'm probably envious because you knew what you wanted from the beginning, and didn't have to go through this dilemma like me.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009
tell me what do you see in me