when the future is so dark and I'm afraid to see..

Saturday, July 25, 2009

I OFFICIALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT.

Have flu and dry throat. very sleepy.
feeling a little pissed.
don't know who to trust.

I just want to go back into time.so badly..

Saturday, July 25, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

Friday, July 17, 2009

bah. Just got the new schedule for next week. and the clinic's got 2 new receptionists. I think the both of them are locals, but who knows, maybe they'll turn out to be foreigners? sighs. only got the tuesday off for next week, even though im working the normal 44 hours. (usually the arrangements can be made for 2 off days. i suspect the senior recept is behind all this.)

rented VCDs to watch yesterday. watched underworld evolution, harry potter & phoenix and TWILIGHT. twilight is so romantic luh!!

and my clinic has a jack russell now giving birth. lols. totally random.

Friday, July 17, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Ah well, yet another day at work. Today seems to be weirdly hot though. I know i should be used to Singapore weather by now, but it always catches me by surprise. hah.

Watched Iceage3 with my colleagues, and found it quite hilarious. But personally I feel 1 and 2 are funnier than this one. I won't exactly regret watching la..just that I wouldn't want to watch it again. :x Wil brother came to my house last night so i could pass him his pay. His hair looks so weird..like, too long and flat. Then mum commented on how thin he was. -.- she can never seem to leave people alone huh... I should seriously start swimming weekly with wil brother again! I'm gaining weight just working and eating and sleeping. haven't exercised in a month le.. :((

Went out with muffin to west coast park on tuesday afternoon. We went to west coast macs to have our lunch. muffin caught a blue 'funky' bee and fed it sprite, then flung it into the bushes. I think the bee will die. After that, we went to a shelter facing the sea and muffin took an afternoon nap on the bench while I sat beside him and enjoyed the sea. nearing the evening, baby and i took a toilet break, and he thinks he heard someone having sex in the cubicles. lols! people ar, getting braver and braver these days.. tsk tsk. after that we went to sit on the rocks and sang songs. I miss spending time like that with muffin...singing songs and leaning on each other. It feels really soothing. as if all your problems have been covered up with a thick curtain and all you want is for that moment to last longer. haha. kua zhang hor.

I Love you so much.. (:

Thursday, July 16, 2009
tell me what do you see in me

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Lols. This blog's dead. Haha..

Anyway, just want to take this chance to say sorry to my friends, esp jo, shy and jing, for not being able to come out and play..the job's really taking alot outta me. maybe i'll learn to relax more a month plus later, and then perhaps i'll get more energy to come out and play. haha.

Got my first pay last week! and now already half is used up le. damn. I need to manage my money. Job is...ok i suppose. I guess you can never really expect too much from a job. Every job has its unglam moments. haha. Plus the politics! aye aye...always the politics, the dirty backstabbing. Which is why i like to say 'Love the job, hate the people'.

Not all the people of course. I've a few closer colleagues whom i do feel much easier working around. Sometimes the doctors are not very friendly, sometimes senior recepts like to bully the newbies, sometimes the customers like to think recepts are meant to be shouted at. In other words, its quite a pressurising job. So i think i need to learn how to relax.

Haven't been able to really meet with anyone lately. Even muffin. Met him a few times, and we went to fun places for a day before i had to get back to work again. Went to sentosa, dams and jack's place, L4D. haha. I really hope i can spend more time with muffin. (: Loves.

Sunday, July 12, 2009
tell me what do you see in me