Monday, May 17, 2010

Just re-read the Twilight series. And I realized that there was a certain degree of similarity between the 3 main characters and my own life that I could connect with. Minus the drama.

My edward. Never really there due to NS, quite stubborn at times, wanting things to go his way. But always understanding, forgiving, protective. Always knowing more, thinking in more detail before acting out. The love of my life, making my heart run a marathon whenever he looks at me a certain way. Someone that I cannot imagine not being together with. haha.

And then there's always....

My jacob. Always there regardless of whether I needed help or not. Ever ready to reply smses within the hour. But has his emotional side, and is quiet most times. It's easy to be around him, natural. Someone that I know I can truly trust, someone that I know I can tell things to, and then count on his reliable advice. Also he has a contagious smile. :)

So there. my edward and my jacob. The two closest guys in my life, and I love them both. Each in his different way. Can't imagine life without both of them, but I can imagine forever with my edward.

That is, if my edward would be slightly more gentlemanly. maybe that's where the difference is. their personalities fit the other. my edward is like twilight jacob. and my jacob is like twilight edward. Hahaha.

maybe my edward and jacob would know who they are when they read this...interesting, dramatic post. (: i'll wait for responses.

Monday, May 17, 2010
tell me what do you see in me

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hmm.

How is it that I can look so bad on certain days. Like today. Puffy eyes, dishevelled hair, pimples on my face. What more.

Bee's gone on another overnight exercise. which means that there will be no call nor message tonight. I think I can survive. I think. How did he even fall in love with me in the first place got me thinking real hard. I mean, I'm not exactly the best looking girl and I've got my bad days, and I'm really indecisive. Hm, a question only he can answer, I suppose.

On a side note, dreams are really tough to follow.

Thursday, May 13, 2010
tell me what do you see in me

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

how is it that i left off with such a depressing entry? haha.

Update:
-still happily dating daniel
-still with my current job at the animal clinic

That's pretty much all of my life right now. kinda sad, i know. but my job has just been sucking away alot of my time. I swear i'll switch to part-time some time in June. Then maybe look for a better paying job with lesser working hours.

Been meeting bee once a week, on saturday nights, or sunday evenings. that's the only time he gets to book out, and also the only time i get to see him for the week. Sighs. September, September.. then he'll commission, and start his officer contract. For 4 years.

After 4 years, and all goes well, I wanna hear some bells, see a cake and walk an aisle in a dress.
*dreaming*

i don't know when you will see this bee, but i love you! :D

Wednesday, May 12, 2010
tell me what do you see in me

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olivia cai shuhui
unknown lifeform

When the future is so dark and i'm afraid to see
and when it is so clear that it hurt to look
I close my eyes
and lose myself in happier days..

.bee n I.to do list.

Go Underwater World!
Hoshi Jap buffet
ZOO!
Night Safari!
Bird Park!
Picnic @ Botanic Gardens
Take photo using Canon cam. lols.
Visit cats @ pasir ris
Go overseas trip together
Spend a day exploring Nat Library
Snorkel or scuba in clear waters. ie, not in sg
KBOX session
Fishing

.archivals.

March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
May 2010
October 2010
November 2010
January 2011
June 2011

.connections.

"jo-ann" * "Prince Brother" * "Theodore" * "Zuuoyii" * "Condrey"

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