Just re-read the Twilight series. And I realized that there was a certain degree of similarity between the 3 main characters and my own life that I could connect with. Minus the drama.
My edward. Never really there due to NS, quite stubborn at times, wanting things to go his way. But always understanding, forgiving, protective. Always knowing more, thinking in more detail before acting out. The love of my life, making my heart run a marathon whenever he looks at me a certain way. Someone that I cannot imagine not being together with. haha.
And then there's always....
My jacob. Always there regardless of whether I needed help or not. Ever ready to reply smses within the hour. But has his emotional side, and is quiet most times. It's easy to be around him, natural. Someone that I know I can truly trust, someone that I know I can tell things to, and then count on his reliable advice. Also he has a contagious smile. :)
So there. my edward and my jacob. The two closest guys in my life, and I love them both. Each in his different way. Can't imagine life without both of them, but I can imagine forever with my edward.
That is, if my edward would be slightly more gentlemanly. maybe that's where the difference is. their personalities fit the other. my edward is like twilight jacob. and my jacob is like twilight edward. Hahaha.
maybe my edward and jacob would know who they are when they read this...interesting, dramatic post. (: i'll wait for responses.