when the future is so dark and I'm afraid to see..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

thanks to those who were concerned about my previous post! (: im fine now, that was just one of those very emo periods lah. i suspect my period is coming as well cause my mood just swung from the north to south pole and back again.

just bought alot of things from my aunt's new store. i got 2 cute little notepads! i plan to make VERY good use of them!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008
tell me what do you see in me

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

have been very tired recently..both mentally and physically. i don't feel like doing anything related to school, or work. i feel so so tired because of the attachment that came straight after the previous semester and i am only given a saturday and sunday to rest before the new semester starts again.

i just want to be with my special someone, alone with him. to be able to hug each other and talk under the stars with him. to confide in him..i've so many bottled up feelings within me that i feel if i don't talk to him, i will explode into a rage someday. maybe cry and laugh at the same time, and suffer people to call me insane and unable to control my emotions.

累了，真的很累了。想要睡着永远不要醒过来。

我需要你，你能找出时间来陪我吗？能听我说话吗？能紧紧地抱我，安慰我，跟我说‘没事的’吗？

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
tell me what do you see in me

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Damn. Im having such a bad headache. started since yesterday. and it is those kind that comes in waves. then stop. then come again. argh..

Class is boring. it makes no sense to me. nothing really makes sense to me nowadays. databases, networks, servers, projects, blah and blah. sucky. Alot of work to be done, and more coming...

somehow im still not in the mood for studying. Its like i still want my holiday back. :(

i miss you baby..

a few pennies for some thoughts: if the plural of octopus is octopi, then what makes the plural of anus? Ani? and is it possible that the plural for virus could either be viruses or viri? lols. thinking about such things confuse me unnecessarily, but it still intrigues me. makes you think about alot more stupid things like the possible plurals of words like rice, rain and jeans, just to name a few. what would they be? rices? jeanses? "I have plenty of jeanses to go around!" LOL.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008
tell me what do you see in me

Saturday, October 18, 2008

It has been really long since there's been an entry in this blog. and i've been receiving complaints of sorts that i've not been updating.. haha! i'm sorry..shall start to be more consistent.

Attachment's over, and i guess it wasn't THAT bad.. it's mainly just some politics that make it a little uncomfortable. I suppose. but overall it was alright la (:

School's started for a week already, and the subjects sound very IT and very scary. :x baby and i went to seoul garden to eat for my birthday, and he gave me a little turtle-bank as a present. haha. it's quite nice to the touch, and supposedly the little turtle's face looks like me. sometimes. lol. maybe someday i shall do a side-by-side picture comparison. but then again, maybe it'll backfire and people will say im acting cute or i think too highly of myself. so that post will probably depend on my mood.

Went to sentosa to suntan with jo on wednesday. before that i met jingchun at Samsung service center at 9 plus. got back my phone from servicing, then went to the MRT platform to meet jo to go tan! was really really HOT. we tanned for maybe 30-45 mins? then cannot stand it already. so went to shower and all. jo had a bad headache and i felt nauseaous. hmm. oh and please girls, sentosa is not devoid of its fair share of tiko-pehs who love to walk over bikini clad girls lying on the sand. a middle age chinese man actually SLOWLY WALKED RIGHT BESIDE US while we're lying on the sand. AND HIS DIRTY EYES WERE PRACTICALLY STRIPPING US OFF. what we have left, that is. Bloody fucker leh. sian.

oh well, here are some pictures of us at sentosa!

reflective picture taken after we showered and all.

This was taken while tanning. It was REALLY sunny.
hot until can heatstroke that kind.

some random funny face.

This one was taken whilst on the tram back. it was a really rocky ride,
so it goes to show that jo's got a career in photography! :D

Us in our shades. haha! mine was newly bought at a shop there. 29.90 i think.
or was it 19.90?

Zi lianing at the changing room's mirror.
I don't look tanned at all! Wth!

pedicure at TheFaceShop @ Vivo City.
Jo psycho-ed me into it, but hey! i ain't complaining! ;)

Saturday, October 18, 2008
tell me what do you see in me