Saturday, November 06, 2010
Today woke up in the morning and went to run some errands for my dad. Shortly after, mum called and wanted me to fetch her from imm. Again. So then I went. Was slightly earlier so I waited at the pickup point in front of imm's main doors. The stupid security guard kept telling me that my allocated waiting time of 5 mins is up, n told me to move along, to go one round then come back n wait again. I did so thrice. And each time, my 5 mins wasn't even up! For f***'s sake he didn't even have a watch to keep track of time. So I left to park at a nearby hdb carpark until my mum missed call me then I went back to pick her up.
dropped her off and then drove the lorry to my dad's stall cause he wanted to use. After I reached, he told me he has no use for it already.-.-helped him to keep the stall and then went home to bathe n brood in the toilet. Came out n saw that I had 15 missed calls from Wilson. Picked up the next one before the count could reach 16. Wil and XJ were waiting at my house busstop already. So I packed my bag n went, still quite moody n angry. We took the bus then train down to novena. Realized that I can't keep having a moody face around cause...well I don't know..maybe they'll be disappointed with my behaviour or something. So slowly tried putting on a mask..was quite tough cause I really didn't feel like it. But maybe force myself liao then brainwash? Or numb myself to the feeling? Trying not to get irritated at everything and everyone. So numb numb and we got to velocity to collect goodie bag. Found peiyi and we got out bags.
having already eaten a strawberry sundae n seeing Jie got my spirits better bah. Then we all decided to go to plaza sing's arcade to play games. I wanted to play the fishing game, but the machines all seated full of ppl le.:( so we played a few rounds of basketball and bishibashi and spot the diff. Then Jie had to work le, kor and XJ going to vivo city by train. Was deciding whether I wanted to take train or bus..in the end settled with bus n said my goodbyes to kor n xj.
hmm...going home alone still needs getting used to.. Somehow felt more lonely today than other days.. Don't know if I should even go home now..or should I stop where 174 stops? But you won't be there also...I don't even know where you are...
Saturday, November 06, 2010
tell me what do you see in me
Friday, November 05, 2010
Pride is a very complex feeling. It comes when you see someone you know, someone close to you, reach the goal that they have been working towards. And the moment you sit there and see them get their due rewards, there's just this pride in you. Pride that swells up from in your heart, that chokes you and makes you feel like you could just cry. And when you see them smile so wonderfully, it feels like the sun just shone into your heart, filling it with so much warmth that you can't help but smile back. Pride...sighs, now I probably know why mums cry on graduation days and wedding days.
I'm so proud of you..:)
Friday, November 05, 2010
tell me what do you see in me
