when the future is so dark and I'm afraid to see..

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

well well, i've not been blogging much i know. CMA test just over last week and teacher said that there are 6 failures.

hmm

I've got an ominous feeling im one of the lucky 6... haix, the teacher isn't letting us off early today. she insists on finishing up the tutorial. even the aircon is switched off already. my phone is running low on batt, im hungry, my lappy is crappy and im nervous and im unprepared and whatnot. i feel like a rabbit skinned and naked standing amongst a group of eagles.
funny example i know. but thats what i feel.

i feeel so sian!!

and scared. fuck. shitty crap. i've nothing left to do after this. except wait. wait for someone. i need to change blogskin again i think. alot pple cannot view my blog. sighs.

i need to wear diapers to the competition. i may just wet my stockings.

teacher just said she was an objective person. hell, just tell us who failed lar... *sobbing*....

maybe il put another blog again later after class. when im bored and all. if my psp runs out of batt on me too, il cry and bawl my eyes out and flood NP. ok maybe im exaggerating, but yes, its bad.

i wanna go home!! i wanna see muffin!! i dont wanna do hmwk... T.T

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
tell me what do you see in me

Monday, November 05, 2007

alright!! i got my new skate costumes already! well, actually 2 out of 3. the third one is still in the making. skate music and program is more or less worked out, so now i will have to concentrate on perfecting it. costume pictures will be posted later towards the bottom.

i went with jingchun and jo today to IMM. we went to eat at "spaghetti too". i had fish baked rice and apple pie with ice cream for dessert. we were all very full. and poor jingchun felt sick. jo accompanied her to the toilet while i was looking for stuff at Daiso. i bought 2 packets of seaweed crackers, they're really nice, and i can bring them to skate so everyone can share...( i didn't buy 2 pkts all for myself, lol).

dad fetched me and jc. sent jc home, then we reached home. mum cooked dinner shortly after. and mummy was very happy when she learned that i've transferred 100bucks into her account today. ( as contribution to the family since i've got my job pay.) i'll transfer another 100 into dad's account once my 200 bucks arrive from school sponsorship (the costumes). but then, both of them have nagged at me today because i've been mapling till 1+ am these days.... sighs. chionging mah.... they won't understand de la...

Above: My costume for my artistic routine/ program.

Below: Costume for non-routined events.

ps: the funny beige thing u see on both costumes is actually my towel. i used it as a light base so the details can be seen. :)

baby, i'm so glad and relieved. and i'm sure you are too...to a certain extent at least. i love you!

Monday, November 05, 2007
tell me what do you see in me

Thursday, November 01, 2007

im crazy today so il post photos. :D

yesterday's skate was good, reaching and skating form 10 to 1145 pm was the most shiok feeling ever!! just imagine, the whole ice is yours and only less than 10 people on the ice with you.. wahh. damn nice. anyway, photos!!!

interschool comp.

the picture below was like, a random shot by condrey. lolx. i know my face looks cheesy.

Thursday, November 01, 2007
tell me what do you see in me