when the future is so dark and I'm afraid to see..

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

there's an update on my ITP attachment. now i think im no longer going to work at creative already..a new mail was sent to my inbox stating that my company is Jurong Intl' Holdings. and heaven knows what jo and i could do there! Its a construction/building/engineering company! are we gonna wear white caps and walk around scheduling foreign workers? lol.

and anyway, im just glad jo is with me. and im glad that it's near Jec (or so jo says), that would make it a more accessible place (:

i just hope this company will be more generous in both salaries and grades. and i hope il have a great time.. (:

for my darling who's still hard at work in school: jiayou! I'm always beside you and encouraging you! Just think of me, and i'll be there with you... i love you very much bay bee, and lets please have dinner within this week? cause i miss you alot... KISSKISS! (:

Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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Monday, July 28, 2008

and that's it for now~! next time we'll have more variety (:

and hopefully by the end of this year i'll get my dream Sony camera. heh.

Monday, July 28, 2008
tell me what do you see in me

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I went out for a lunch with zuoyi just yesterday (which is thursday). and it was quite fun, alot of girl talk and catching up and cam-whoring. HAHA.

she actually took a quote from my blog about my *very* deprived camera-whoring life. and suddenly i wish i had struck lottery. it'd be so much easier to buy a digital cam that way...and im lusting after THIS TREASURE.....

THE SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T70

Now this sweet thing is touch screen, 8.01 megapix (which i reckon is damn good enough for me), it has face and SMILE detection, 3x optical zoom and available in the four colors that u see above.

i thought i saw a red one on the Net, but maybe it's another model. Anyway, my cousin has the baby pink one (she's only in PRIMARY SCH!! like. wth.) and she was telling me to take pictures with her using that gorgeous camera. of course, i was more than willing to handle it. (: it's light, it's slim, compact, sleek, TOUCH SCREEN and eliminates hand shaking( which creates irritatingly blurry pictures).

ohhhh......i want that beautiful man-made wonder of a creation!!

and by the way, maybe people won't agree that this model is perfect...but hey, i LOVE it!!

okay. back to zuoyi.

it was really sweet of her to treat me to pastamania! she claims that that was my super belated birthday treat, but i don't remember anything le.. :x and very kind of her to bring her digital camera so that i can relieve a bit of my cam-whoring deprivation ;p

after which we went our seperate ways and i went off to school to prepare for a super formal presentation. the presentation went average i suppose, and after school ended i went home to REST.

Met muffin for lunch on wednesday at canteen 4. haha. rode there and met eeren and eric on the way, as well as some unwanted personnel.. lunch was relatively fast and quiet, but i do enjoy being around him regardless..=) he's like, my happy apple.. :) i do hope his attachment finishes quickly so that we can have more time to spare together. im probably down with lovesickness, as diagnosed by Dr. Koh. lol.

speaking of sickness, i think im sitting on a very fine line now. it feels like i'll come down with some big sickness soon...and yet, everytime i feel that, it would turn out the total opposite way. sighs, life's fragile.

ONE MORE PROJECT N PRESENTATION, AND IT WILL BE OVER! (of course, this excludes the final exams, the attachment, the revision lectures, my life and my relationship.)

baybee, i hope i'm not scaring you. i may sound mentally demented and psychotic over the phone, but i think it's because of some sub-conscious desperation thingy. i miss you, and i know that many girls who are waiting for their guys in NS are probably handling this far better than me. but i think that i've kept quiet all these months of your attachment, i try to understand and i suppress a lot of childish emotions and i try my hardest not to complain and give trouble. i know i do sometimes, im sorry, but im trying very hard baby...these emotions within me, it feels magnified. the pining especially. the urge to just snatch u away from ur office (:

i may be crazy. but at least, darls, i love you and im crazy for you. And crazy is not = obsessed. (please ar, im not some obsessed freak who sleeps with my bf's picture printed on my underwear.)

(pictures of zuoyi and i may come in the next post. im too sleepy for now.)

Saturday, July 26, 2008
tell me what do you see in me

Thursday, July 17, 2008

i got a call from Creative today, and they told me i had to go for an interview (for my attachment). WOO!! and the bester part? JOANN is also going to Creative!!! bwahahaha.... im delighted beyond words.

and Creative's at like, Jurong East, so its not so far..and maybe muffin could send me home a few times (: heehee...
IB project presentation today was in quite a mess...of course, nothing to do with my girls, we were the victims actually... sighs, long bitter story... but hey, at least that's done with. and our Logistics report is also done. thats 2 down and 3 to go.
Enterprise business plan is next, with 20+ pages of report and planning to do, and due next Monday together with the IT law blog and video and display. G-R-E-A-T.

seems like we can't get any rest. it's due date after due date after due date. and after all the due dates are due, the finals come in. AND after the finals, i've got attachment for the entire 2 months break. argh..i just want to go genting and play with muffin!! i.e. if we could ever do that.

Thursday, July 17, 2008
tell me what do you see in me

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

i've not been sleeping well recently cause of a project report deadline. with 4 more of them still due to come next week, i could very well be on my way to becoming a zombie. oh well, looking on the bright side, at least 1 report is done.

and how i wish i could do the things i love to do everyday, rather than spend time doing things not in my favor. but then again, beautiful things in life need the ugly ones to enhance its beauty i guess. just like how roses look more beautiful with their green, green leaves. and i am soooo looking forward to the last day of the finals when i can finally take a breather and say, " ah...how nice.."

no, actually i cant wait for the day to arrive when muffin and i can have free days to spare for each other... no more deadlines and pressure from projects and exams. when we can spend the whole day at the beach, laughing and playing. when we can msg each other throughout the day. but that would be such a big change from now..a good one, nevertheless.

right now, though, i've got projects to think about and final exams to ace. (lol.it sounds as if im a prodigy! NOT.) but still, i want to get better GPA this semester...better than the previous one, which was better than the one before it. which does say that my grades are improving, and i do intend to keep it improving.

i find that i dont post pictures on my blog whereas other people's blogs seem almost like a photo album. maybe i should post more pictures. More pictures = time to camwhore = i need a digicam. lols. these 3 points share such good dependency, don't they? hahaha..

i miss you sweetheart. it feels as if you're overseas..lols..i love you so baby. and i want to be in your arms so badly..

Wednesday, July 09, 2008
tell me what do you see in me