today morning, i woke up reluctantly to find myself nearly late for school. daddy offered to take me there on the condition that i hurry. and so, i hurried [duh]. in my 'hurriment', i was holding on loosely to my phone and when i was running ard the house, voila! my phone dropped. and went what is best described as berserk. so, unusable. sianx. took it anyways and went to school. attended IS where there were only 2 groups of students. the poor teacher looked so sad and dejected. we waited for jiasheng to arrive with his lappy, but he didnt. so after waiting quite some time, we left. shy went home while sz and i went to e lib to rot. we rotted for awhile, then sz happily left me alone to go to his friends upstairs. and so, i was left rotting alone. after a while, i decided to wait for darls under blk 56. waited until about 12.15, still no sign, so i went home. i dont know why in the shit i went home when i could have gone skating. but anyway, i went home, tried to search for mummy and daddy, but they weren't home. so okay lor. i rested awhile then left for jec. reached rink at abt 1+. i was feeling hungry so i ate cup noodles. after that, rested for awhile at a corner. while i was resting, something kind of struck me. i have not been skating alone since gazillion years ago. seriously! i have been so surrounded by skating friends since i've come into NP, that it's been ages since i last skated alone.
and so, i skated alone until 3+ when janelle arrived, till then, i couldn't land my toe loop at all... kept falling and falling. i tried not to fall, but still fell. lolx.
after janelle arrived, i skated with her and we talked about interschool and stuff. darls, it seems that there are about 5 OTHER PAIRS COMPETITING WITH US FOR JUMP & SPIN!! wtf!! and i thot we were going to be all alone, but NO!! 5 freaking competitors! from 12-17 years old. and con says we may end up with u jumping and me spinning instead. since i cant land a decent toe loop w/o sacrificing billions of skin cells. the rink closed at 6pm today. dont ask me y..i dont know either =x.
fell on my wrist today while attempting salchow... hurts... i think we fated to ice dance liao... but i dont want!! *teary-eyed* i want to do pairs~~!!! so i CANNOT fall on my wrist again. if not, il NEVER be able to do pairs ever again!! and i musn't fall on my knees liao. time to let the butt fats come into proper and good usage. must let my poor knees rest. lolx.
darls, read your email okays? i mailed u some info.... skating was dull without you... and i sort of miss skating with only u and me... w/o having to look at freshies and committee work... i love you... so so much...
Monday, May 14, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
