this morning, i woke up late, and so missed marketing lecture...again... i hope i dont fail the subject :X met jingchun at the underpass and rushed out the last of the database. then we went for mwa workshop. that stupid teacher was having mood swings as usual, but then, luckily he did not come and comment on our work.... we managed to get the database up and running, but meeting with a little trouble with the visual studio...hrmm... im going nuts over this project lar... siao liao... after mwa, i went to find darls at the underpass. i seriously think we never meet for too long already, i couldnt recognise him! i even needed ahmad's help in pointing out his back to me. lolx. and so shortly after i found him, we set off for jurong. spent some time on the bus, i was very happy to be holding him again... we reached the rink and started skating immediately because the rink would close at 7.30pm for ice-time. condrey would arrive at 5pm... before that, i warmed up tgt with darls and janelle. qian hui, may, xiao feng, and surprisingly anthony. he taught me a little drifting. hahax. cool. then condrey arrived and i started my lesson with him. i could do my forward pivot already, although not very nice. i can do waltz jump already, so we worked on my spiral. one spiral i did very nicely, then i couldnt hold any longer, then i couldnt put it down, so i went forward and fell on my left knee. all my weight. at first, i thought, i have a cut that just recovered on that knee! but how come not pain?
and 10 seconds after i said that, my knee just burst out in stinging waves of pain. really. i told condrey i had to rest, and on the spot i rolled up my pants to see my wound. it was bleeding like hell. the new scab was actually scraped off, and the wound was bleeding more worsely. condrey told me to wash it immediately, so i went to the toilet. this is the worst part. i didnt know that the tap water GUSHES out. NOTE: not flow, but GUSH. and i didnt know that. and i placed my wound under tha tap and bam! hit the tap on. oh my goodness. that was the worst pain i've ever experienced for a long time coming. first time the water hit it, i was going AHHH!!! pain, pain, pain... AHHHH!! then i went over to the counter where they dressed my wound with gauze pads. after that i couldnt jump cos it hurts, so darls and i went for a 'walk-through' of our jump and spin. then con went through solo comp again with me. he likes my checkout arm position. haha. yay. then con left early. jan, dan and i went to kfc to eat. after which we took the bus back. baby and i took 66 from jurong to peps, then i waited with him at the busstop for 174. we spent some quality time tgt while waiting for the bus. then he went home, i walked home. and another painful part, i wanted to change the dressing, and i slowly peeled the tape away, and when the gauze reached the wound, IT WAS STUCK TO MY WOUND!! WTF! brother was watching me trying to gently n slowly peel the gauze off. and he told me to just make it fast and get it over with. and so... i took in a deep breath and... zap! tore it off. the pain was hell! it was like, the coagulated flim of blood was torn off together also lar! i was squeezing bro's hand and making silent screams. hell. i dont know how to compete like this... i hope i recover fast. AND NOT TO FALL ON IT AGAIN!!!
i miss you holding me so much.... i miss you so much... i love you, and will continue to until i become insane or i die. lolx. muacks.
Friday, May 25, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
