one word: fuck.
im so freaking fucked up today. god knows what's wrong with me... im feeling so selfish all of a sudden. im not even sure about the things i want anymore. and i wonder what i should do with it.
these tears are not mine, i should never let them fall. i need slapping.and hard. yet at times, all the more often now.... im breaking down, help me. and now i think im so weak, unable to handle stress. i hate that part of me. right now, i think i just hate me.
one word: fuck.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
tell me what do you see in me