“你爱我吗？”
“爱啊。”
爱是。。。？
actually i dont need to know the answer from you, because i know so. nevertheless, the answers you gave me set me thinking...
i was, and still is, afraid to invade into your privacy...afraid that my calls or smses would bother u and thus make u angry... therefore i decided u really need your private moments alone, and that i should not be sticking around u all day...but recently, i find maybe i've gone overboard... perhaps to the extent of negligence? i dont know... because i find that im sort of like, lacking of affection... im not saying that to blame or pinpoint u out, im saying that to blame myself for...well... all that i've missed out upon...
and perhaps countless events that i've made u angry but i didnt even realise it.... i feel guilty, to even the extent that i feel u deserve better... but i know u'll probable get frustrated when u hear me say that... i know u love me. i love u too.alot. it's just sometimes i feel i do the stupidest things and i dont realise it. and sometimes i feel so petty because i cant seem to take certain teasings or jokes u make about me or our relationship.... and i find i get jealous...so many things happening to me....
but dont worry, this post isn't to scare u or anything of that sort...i still love you alot.... its probably me beating around the bush to tell you to give me a longer good-bye kiss next time... which incidently would be tomorrow...
你问我，爱到底是设么。
我的答案：爱就是你和我，就是那么简单。
Thursday, May 03, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
