hmm, today we completed the MWA project and submitted it. managed to clear all the errors... thank heavens all the errors were small and probably could be considered as careless mistakes. oh well, 3 down, 2 to go. i dont think the WDA report writing will be a problem. that should be easily taken care of (: whereas the business law project will be the headache one.
sighs, somehow, somehow, i recently feel a lil'...unappreciated? i dont know. maybe its just me, but somehow, people that i have been working around so often, are...becoming different... just so... distant now... perhaps its just me.... god knows. i find that things are complicating now, or maybe its just me who's thinking too much.... i cant wait till the holidays are here. i think it's because recently im using my brain too much. i have been sleeping extremely soundly recently. as in, when i lie on my bed, i will take less than 10 mins b4 im sound asleep. which is kinda scary. cos i slp is those kind of, slp-all-the-way-till-morning kind of sleep.
besides, my flu hasnt gone away yet, i think it's getting worse =x and im starting to develop a sore throat. darn.
Friday, July 27, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
i just finished my marketing presentation. in sneakers. lol! yeah i can imagine. everyone else on high heels and boom, im in sneakers. haha. brought a sunflower to school today to pass to steph later on. im not inlining, again. yes yes, i know i havent been inlining for a few weeks already, but hey, im busy...:x i know some ppl will start complaining about me being able to find time for ice and not inline. but..hey, thats me. haha.
somehow, even though 2 presentations are gone already, i still feel the pressure. its scary. i think that's because im not yet prepared for my finals due in like, 3 weeks time. fantastic. i have to superglue my butt to the chair at home and start mugging man!! sighs, this friday will prob be the last ice session il attend until my exams are over. i simply just dont want to fail (choy), or get a GPA of below 2.5 . for every 0.1 pnt that im below 2.5, il go cut myself once. (for those ppl who think im serious....IM KIDDING!!) haha, but i may just do it... *looks slyly at you* hahax... studies aside, so far, i can land :
- waltz jump
- salchow
- loop
- toe loop
- 2 foot spin
yay!! i got a free meal from condrey for landing a loop! and next up, if i land a flip, i get another free meal. haha. yayx!!! so fun.
ok this is so random, the other presentations are getting so boringg..... going off to alumni to eat later on. i think i have to go home early today. i've got so many presentations to do and so many things to do, most of them due this week, or early next week. talk about easy life in poly.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
haiz, so many projects to be done by this week, so many things to revise for my final exams. so many things to do, so many things on my mind.... i swear il start revising my modules starting tonight. i have SO MANY things to revise. this semester is really super theory based, ALOT of words. alot of theories. i hope i can survive. and hopefully hit a GPA of >3 points. i hope.i just realized that next week, the WHOLE week will be dedicated to....*drum roll*... PRESENTATIONS!!! the whole effing week. presentations. fantastic. and i really dont know how am i supposed to keep wearing formal dressings the whole week. i need another formal pants or skirt liao. sianx. i've been obsessed with my hair lately, giving it alot of attention, shampoo and condition. and i've not been tying it up so as to keep it straight as possible. haha. crazy me.aiya, nothing much to blog about. next time bahh... i've to really settle down to do my management project due in..... 4 hours' time.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
haiz, i arrived in school at 9am, hoping to be able to get into my IS class and ask the teacher about some project stuff. but apparently, he's either 1) sick, 2) stuck in a traffic jam or 3) still in lala dreamland. i actually wanted to wait, but waiting with me were a couple and a guy that i swear i have never seen before. i don't know if they were from the next class, but the couple kept looking at me and the girl was talking in whispers to her guy. i mean, hello~ i know my sneakers don't go with my whole look today, but please stop whispering to your guy as if I'm blind or deaf and im oblivious to everything around me.
and so, i left. and here i am in the library, blogging when im supposed to be doing my management slides that are due today. going out for a movie later on with darls. my mum blew up yesterday when i told her i was going for a movie today. she is nuts la. i haven't been to a movie since pirates came out, and she insists that i always go out to watch movies with all the skating friends i have. and weirdly enough, mum's 6th sense is so darn accurate, she knows who dan is, xcept she isn't sure if we're together or not. nonetheless, being the mum from hell, she threatens to come to skate session on friday and talk to darls. if i do not talk to him. (about what?) about me having to stay single just because my mum says so (apparantly, some fortune teller has something to do with this too). and she also threatened to stop ALL my skate activities after NDP. as if il listen to her. if she stops my skating (esp ice) il seriously go on a hunger strike. all this because? im going home often at around 11pm to 1am recently.
WTF! im 18!!! 18!!! NOT AN 8 YEAR OLD!!! and how long do you want to keep me tied up?! you don't want me to go to australia to furthur studies bcos ur just afraid il get killed over there. and now, u r using dan as an excuse. saying il not be furthuring studies anyway because im 'tied down' with him. shit la.
Monday, July 16, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
i only recently heard this song by savage garden. and its really very nice!! the lyrics are touching too~
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Crash and Burn--Savage Garden
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Youre caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you cant face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apartI can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone
And there has always been heartache and pain
And when its over youll breathe again
Youll breath again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apartI can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone
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ahh....im so sian... marketing is killing me, like so seriously killing me.... im wearing debbie's jacket these few days, kinda keeps me warm. haha. dont think il be inlining today cos im so damn tired and my stomach pain!! haiz... feeling so...blah...
Thursday, July 12, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
haha...i picked this off condrey's blog.... the results make me sound like some SM... lolx....
| Your Love Style is Manic |
For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster
And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time
And while it's exciting and exhilarating...
It's also stressful and scary! |
hmm....how true is that? hahax... skate night is over, and well, lets just say i didnt fall down...haha.. that's sufficient for me already. i don't have enough space to install SQL server. and my wda tutor is like, forcing us to do it. sighs. i wont say im not stressed, cos i am. haha. project i still havent done my part lor.im procrastinating... ARGH... tonight i really must sit down and just pia it out... if not il be skinned alive tml... lolx...
okay. im planning to take a 1 week break from all activities (xcept school) after 9th August. after NDP. for 1 WHOLE WEEK. i wont be skating. i wanna just go school, go home, go out. lolx.
darls, yest was scary after u guys left. i reached home and somehow, mum and dad guessed about us being tgt. mummy nagged this morning, of course, but somehow, they aren't exactly strongly disagreeing on it. i dono... kinda creepy... :X
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
haiz.... so stressed out recently.... skate night, project work, relationship..... skate night is tonight. and jonn made some changes to my program just last night. and im so so afraid il screw up.... i screwed up yesterday lar.... T.T the program is supposed to be avery sad, emotional one.... i hope i can just pull it off today...
project work, sian. i haven't done my part at all, and i know my mates are like...all kinda pushing for it... hmmx.... i will really have to work on it....
im in school now...trying to relax myself....
sweets, i still love you.... lets work on this together okayys?? we'll need to talk too.... (: i hearts you....
Monday, July 09, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
skate night will be on next monday. im not going for inline today. ice-skate tml. ndp full dress on saturday. ice-skate on sunday again. so packed. im sick. feeling so...ugh....
anyway, skate night we'll be doing a very short program. 1 min half. so far, the skeleton came up already, but its really very simple. i wish to add more things in it, but we'll have to see about that on friday. the song is very sad, very emotional. i shall keep it as a secret. haha. im looking forward to skate night. i hope i can add some couple moves into the program though... hmm...
i know i have not been blogging in a long time... sorry....
got back my results today...
Web Database Applications : 67/100.
Multimedia and Web Applications : 80/100.
Principles of Marketing : 28/50.
Business Law : 65/100.
alright. at least i passed them all. haiz. feeling nauseous and having flu, a blocked ear and feeling rather feverish. great-aunt didnt visit me last month. in case u all are thinking im pregnant, im not. im CLEAN. so damn clean. even if i dont wanna be clean, im clean. what am i blabbering about.. i dunnoe... haha...
are we really okay?
Thursday, July 05, 2007
tell me what do you see in me
