i got rather pissed off today, cause a friend of my mum's came to our stall and started whispering to my mum that i've got a boyfriend who's learning motor. i shan't say who's mum, but i think she reads my blog.
look, i dont hate her or anything for telling her mum stuff. i tell my mum stuffs too. but please please please, weigh the situation. put it as if i were you, and then decide if your mum should know about it.
for all my blog readers, my blog is just another channel for me to express my feelings and thoughts. i pour out my intense feelings and encouragement for my boyfriend because there's hardly any other way i can do it. and i trust my readers to keep certain confidentiality to themselves. i trust you. and i dont wish for that trust of privacy on my blog entries to be shaken in any way.
and it doesnt mean that if my mum knew about darls and me, then she's gonna give 100% green light for us. she blew up just now after her friend (of which her daughter i also know) went away. she kept scolding me for smsing everyone telling the whole world i've got a boyfriend, and one thats learning motor at that.
do you know how bad that feels to have someone bring you down time and again for something you really wish to believe in? it hurts.
and so, please my readers, keep it confidential. i know its for all to read, thats because i trust you all to know what to say, and what not. if you aren't sure, then dont say...thats the best way. ok? cause if this is going to go on, il need to close down my blog...
darls, for the motor thing, dont worry...we'll figure a way out. (:
Friday, March 07, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
