i feel like im about to shatter into a million pieces. my legs seem to have a life( or lack of) of their own. they wont support me and even a straight pavement seem like the meanders of amazon to me. i cannot skate anymore this week le. seriously. im freaking tired in my lower body and going to the gym just makes the upper body feel the same.
and i hate travelling so far to kallang alone and back. the bus rides are suckily nauseating and tiko pehs seem to appear on the bus everytime i go to kallang. well, maybe they're not tikos, but they look like one to me. so yeah.
not to mention today's lesson was disasterrific. jonn was actually ANNOYED (i think she was) at me because i tried like, close to an hour of one foot spins and cant get no spin out! always its my body leaning too much, or i swing my leg too high, or i lean back and fall on my butt. i tried so many spins and after that, did my program over and over again, until my feet felt like they were made of lead. and until my skates felt like they are 10 times heavier. and i finally decided i had to stop.
so i changed and got out of kallang, took bus to SMU there, and then took 77 back to bb...( cause 77 came first instead of 174). and thank goodness i bought a bag of chips and a bottle of mineral water. i munched on e chips and was (surprisingly) wide awake throughout the whole 1+ hour trip. and then i realised that i didnt have breakfast or lunch cause i was rushing morning gym n after that, afternoon skate. wow. imagine all those fat and calories burnt off! but i felt really hungry. got home and ate mummy's fried bee hoon, which was delicious. and here i am, blogging about skating.
fucking tired.
my eyes closing le...wish u were here to sing me a lullaby... wish i could make u breakfast every morning...wish wish wish...
Monday, May 05, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
