recently, just very recently, i've been having a lot of frustration over vehicles.. i don't exactly know why. and maybe it's really immature of me to be that way, but i feel pressured.
i think im too competitive. or am i?
why do i make so much fuss over this? why why why? ARGH. im frustrated. so many obstacles... i know i can take up part time jobs to finance myself... but just when my grades are starting to look good? and my attachment coming up? i don't want to do badly this semester because i know i can do well...
sighs.
i feel that need to drive. i want to bury myself in muffin's arms and never come out to see this world ever again. im feeling insecure and vunerable. i need his warmth and security all around me.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
tell me what do you see in me
