when the future is so dark and I'm afraid to see..

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Here are the photos from the trip!!

Cake Cutting!! Its Nick's 21st Birthday! =D

The birthday boy with the *half melted* icecream cake

Family Photo!!

Huh? What? My cake?

Everyone's rushing to get a bite of the 93RM icecream cake!!

*i still cant believe i bought such an expensive cake*-.-

My Godbro, his girlfriend, his brother, and his brother's girlfriend.

Godbro's brother and girlfriend

Left: Godbrother. Right: His brother. LOL

Godbrother with his girlfriend!

A Hearty Buffet Breakfast, anyone?? =D

The food looks good, but acutally, i prefer restaurants where u can get better cooked food

at about the same price. In singapore, of course.

Family Portrait?

ROAR!! Im so gonna kill him.

We were asked to act cute and act 'man'. So there.

Daddy and me!

Random picture

SO YAY. PICTURE POST DONE!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Watched madagascar 2 with baby (as mentioned in the previous post) and i felt it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Lots of values incorporated into the movie and thats why my group chose it to be our assignment topic for our media module.

I love the 4 penguins! they steal away everyone's (or at least i think) attention! They truely demonstrated teamwork and efficiency throughout the whole movie! Be it fixing the plane, or navigating it or going around looking for metal parts, they are one lean mean penguin machine! And they are really funny as well :))

Malaysia trip was...ok lah.. I shall put up the pictures in the next post and perhaps add in a few photos from my birthday celebration at home. yeap.

Met up with baby and theodore last night. We went for dinner after an 'event' then for a shopping trip at NTUC jurong point. Had quite some fun there, then theo sent me home with baby also.

Have faith okay baby? cause i know i do.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I just mac-dified my desktop! Downloaded some applications and now it looks so cool! :D i love those smart asses who go and program applications to 'beautify' the very mundane-looking windows desktop!

This week is so tense. it feels like hearts are so heavy, and its hard to be truely happy for long because every other day seem to have deadlines to meet and teachers to please.

And im stuck in an academic related dilemma, which is really bugging me. So yeah, how can i relax?

Going out to dinner and movie with baby tonight. It really has been a long time since we went out on a proper date. i hope i can destress by watching movies. Somehow. Although i know, it's a withdrawal thingy..something i learnt from media class. :x

I wanna swim! but it's the visiting time of the month, so yeah. =( another deprivation.

I miss freedom and i miss baby.

I think i'm officially an APPLE fanatic. I nearly fried my laptop with drool when i saw the new MacBook Pro. Plus their new iPod Nano 4th Gen is really good for basic all-round entertainment, the wonderful colors are a bonus. DELICIOUS.

SWEET.

I'm addicted to Macintosh.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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Friday, November 14, 2008

I'm gonna go to kallang to skate today around evening time. class is real boring now, and next week is packed to the brim with presentations. which would probably mean that this weekend will be spent at home and in front of my computer, preparing slides. =(

Makes me think of what people are doing during their free days...hmm.. i don't think i've a life anymore. =x everything in my life now is just 1) school, 2) home. yup. just doing schoolwork, or going home to slack/work some more.

common tests coming up in 2 or 3 more weeks, then a 3 week break, of which will be spent on final year project, then the short second half of the semester will start. and it will be a super hectic, very tense last semester. relationships are strained and we're all just potential time bombs, we don't know when we'll blow, we don't know who we'll hurt.

It's a depressing final semester.

Friday, November 14, 2008
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I'm now lusting after THIS BABY:

THE iPOD NANO 4TH GEN!!

woohoo!! it comes in delicious colors and you get to choose between 8Gb and 16Gb! It can play movies too of course, which is a bonus for me. PLUS i need entertainment on those long boring bus rides to school every morning!! how about while waiting for baby? and while waiting for classes? on super long bus rides to kallang ice rink? how about while SLEEPING! and my earphones are growing mushrooms soon cause i cant use them.

ahhhh... =( i need to save about 300+ if i want to get the 16Gb Nano. But...its sooooo... *drools*

Anyway, Week 6 of school is next week, and it heralds a whole week of presentations! Lecture presentations, PBL presentations, assignment presentation. blah blah.

:( i need to break away from reality once in a while u know. the ipod could help alot.. :p

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

haha. right now im having honey stars for dinner, and no, i'm not trying to be anorexic, just that i had kaki fuyong in school in the late afternoon.

Alone at home right now, and trying to get my Navision workshop homework done, as well as the idiotic UML diagram. Gosh i HATE schoolwork!! and just today, we had our first FYP presentation. I could feel the tension and the competitiveness in the classroom air! It almost suffocated me. sighs. stuck in a class full of near-perfect-GPA-scores geniuses. even doing homework online is stressful. and i've to work with a group of them for lecture presentation next week. GREAT. someone just kill me right now so i don't have to work with them.

thinking of starting lessons at kallang with con soon, but don't have the money!! i've always been wondering...if i had enough money for regular lessons, would i already have exceeded fs4 by now? hmm.. maybe..

im bored and i wanna talk to baby. but he's probably still asleep cause he didn't sleep last night cause he has two tests today. =( i miss him so much..

i miss the simple days even more.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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Wednesday, November 05, 2008

ITS E-LEARNING!!

sometimes i think e-learning week can be such a bother. yet it gives more freedom. the workload on e-learning weeks can be so much more than normal face 2 face lessons. and it takes so much discipline to really sit my butt down to do it.

and im procrastinating again.

fuji ice palace is closed down already, and they tore down the rink, smashed the ice, ripped up the rusty pipes... it's sad to see. it's sad to know that the place where your amibitions, passion and love started is now gone.. and there's a possibility that it'll never be reopened again, nor a new olympic rink be opened.

oh well.

i know what it's like to miss someone so badly. it's like every moment, your head is filled with that person. all you want to do is to take that person into your arms and never let go. it is like your arms feel so empty, and that person is the only thing that can fill that empty space. and when i get to hug my special someone, il automatically take in a deep breath and exhale slowly, and i feel totally relaxed. and everything else around me is just...blurred out. its only you and me.

i miss you baby. and i love you. so much.. (:

Wednesday, November 05, 2008
tell me what do you see in me