Anyway, just want to take this chance to say sorry to my friends, esp jo, shy and jing, for not being able to come out and play..the job's really taking alot outta me. maybe i'll learn to relax more a month plus later, and then perhaps i'll get more energy to come out and play. haha.

Got my first pay last week! and now already half is used up le. damn. I need to manage my money. Job is...ok i suppose. I guess you can never really expect too much from a job. Every job has its unglam moments. haha. Plus the politics! aye aye...always the politics, the dirty backstabbing. Which is why i like to say 'Love the job, hate the people'.

Not all the people of course. I've a few closer colleagues whom i do feel much easier working around. Sometimes the doctors are not very friendly, sometimes senior recepts like to bully the newbies, sometimes the customers like to think recepts are meant to be shouted at. In other words, its quite a pressurising job. So i think i need to learn how to relax.

Haven't been able to really meet with anyone lately. Even muffin. Met him a few times, and we went to fun places for a day before i had to get back to work again. Went to sentosa, dams and jack's place, L4D. haha. I really hope i can spend more time with muffin. (: Loves.