my heart was having it's usual weird erratic beating for maybe a few minutes..then it stopped. thereafter i think i heard a voice.a female voice. say 'hello'. the voice was clear, and so...for a lack of a better word to describe it, velvety. Real, it was so real.. and then straight after i heard that voice, there was this weird, numbing sensation (similar to chills) that started from my head all the way down to the feet. i swear. and after the chill, my heart started pumping faster and faster and i couldn't really breathe properly? i tried to calm myself down, tried to breathe slower, but i failed. the breathing just got harder and more choppy...

and the fear. fear just kept rising in me....i was left jumpy and paranoid at everything. my hands trembled and even after i managed to calm down there was this dormant fear inside me. ready to flare up at any moment. i even jumped when Windows popped out a message with the 'pop' sound. paranoia... i don't know if i can even sleep tonight... i mean...what the hell just happened...